Extra-curricula of the mind
I am horrendously freaked out by what I dreamt.
Thank God it is only a figment of vivid imagination from a brain that can’t seem to slow down on it’s over-active cells.
It could be my lack of sleep (7 odd hours of rest in close to 3 days) or the night’s ‘uneventful’ happenings that brought about such a weirdity in notion.
The msn conversation between GJPS and myself below has been edited for easy reading.
” miryclay - relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
baby baby baby, i had a weird dream
drugstruck says:
what’s up? tell me about it
miryclay - relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
i dreamt of BBoy who was an asshole
miryclay – relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
last night he came down to obar
miryclay – relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
and i was torn between love and hate can
drugstruck says:
and then?
miryclay – relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
daft my goddess was grinding to him
miryclay – relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
fucking dirty dancing
drugstruck says:
HAHAHA
drugstruck says:
and then?
miryclay – relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
like she went so low like machiam giving him blowjob can
miryclay – relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
argh
drugstruck says:
WAHT YOU MEAN LIKE IN REAL LIFE AND NOT IN YOUR DREAM?
miryclay – relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
real life!
drugstruck says:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
miryclay – relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
the dream’s another story which im blogging down
drugstruck says:
so is she your goddess still?
miryclay – relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
fuck fuck fuck
miryclay – relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
half a goddess left
miryclay – relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
damn it
miryclay – relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
and he’s such a chao buaya.
miryclay – relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
he talk to every and any damn bitch who just comes onto him
miryclay – relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
WTF BEEP BEEP BEEEEEP!
miryclay – relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
like marco (my floor sup) trying to get this girl.. and this ugly girl tries to get my MAN
drugstruck says:
aw man!
miryclay – relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
dammit
miryclay – relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
and last night he was talking so happily to these bunch of poly girls
miryclay – relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
WAH LAU
miryclay – relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
have some standard can?
drugstruck says:
HAHAHAHA
drugstruck says:
join the fray la baby!!!!!!!!
drugstruck says:
go talk to him!!!!
drugstruck says:
glare at the others who come along
miryclay – relationships and lovers leave living a labyrinth of heartache and betrayal. says:
thats why my coworkers started calling me a rubbin bin/truck for collecting rubbish like BBoy “
Me, the small deer, has knocked into the wall sia. That wasn’t all that transpired last night. There was the bar-closing incident, which was down right embarrassing to fumble before him cos I was way way way too shy.
Yeah right, I hear you say. Most people only see the proud and confident me strutting around, the one who freely expresses her emotions, yet I hit a stumbling wall when it comes to him. Unknowingly, I’ve nursed a crush for him for close to 2 years!
We had a short exchange of words when he came over to the service area for glassware and when he requested for warm water much later. He had an operation for his arm 2 weeks back to remove the screws/bolts in his hand following a basketball injury.
My heart welled in pain seeing the surgical scars on him. I do think he may have to take quite a bit of time out from his club tournaments and the national squad.
Sigh.
